I WILL NEVER KNOW

What if I’m just a fool?
Acting like being cool
Do not treat me this way
Can’t sleep at night can’t sleep at day
Is this price I must pay?
To err is human, people say
I’m lost in mists of time
No surprises, it’s so mine

I feel like if I was a moving force
Keeping on the track all my friends
But I might be wrong
Never ever wanted to be on course
Leading to the hack all my ends
The dream is over

Firm like trunk
Or downwards shrunk?
It feels like
I’ll never know
Heading north
Knowing south is worth
It feels like
I’ll better get blown
By the wind

I read your message twice
I hoped to get a good advice
I am here on my knees
Far way little memories
Does it feel like a win?
If I see you like a twin
Is this your real self?
Or projection of myself?

I feel like if I was a moving force
Keeping on the track all my friends
But I might be wrong
Never ever wanted to be on course
Leading to the hack all my ends
The dream is over

Firm like trunk
Or downwards shrunk?
It feels like
I’ll never know
Heading north
Knowing south is worth
It feels like
I’ll better get blown
By the wind


(Richard Durana)